Wish you a very Happy Birthday. I love you, My super father.

U are the reason I am. U are the reason, I smile. U make me believe, in me. I wish to have U as my father, every time I rebirth. My hero, my sweet PAPA, I love U.With U, PAPA, am always at peace. U are my angel, my soul & d ultimate heavenly gift.

PAPA My respect for U is X different than ur love for me, w/out boundaries.U r my crowning support&d best thing that I own.U care,love & teach.U r protective&supportive.U make me a proud person.May U continue to live a joyful life..

I might not know d pains U went through to make us what we r.But,what I know is that we all love U PAPA.May ALLAH bless U with love,care&warmth.And with all of my emotions,I wish U a super happy Birthday.I LOVE U PAPA.. I LOVE U VERY SO MUCH TT.TT

I find myself wondering...Did I give U ur due..For all that U've done for me.Did I ever thank U??? If I've forgotten,I'm thanking U now,Thank you PAPA...for listening, caring, for giving, sharing, and especially, for just being U..THANK U SO MUCH PAPA..... XOXO

oOo0o...

Masa aku tengok Ricky Kim last october kat "Let's Go Dream Team" @KBS World rasa macam pernah tengok je mamat ni tapi kat mane yer ~ *thinking*...

Aaaaa~ Assaa~ now already remember die pernah berlakon dengan yunho dulu kat MBC channel dalam No Limit/맨 땅에 헤딩 / 맨땅에 헤딩/Heading to Bare Ground..

Die jadi Maxim kot dalam citer tu..... aigo no wonder la cam pernah tengok jer....

dia rupenyer..

errm... rasanya last february ricky kim already become a dad..he got baby girl lorh' congrats to Ricky and her wife Ryu Seung Joo.. ^^

  

FLU n FEVER GO AWAY

Aku tak taula kenapa tahunni and tahun lepas fever and flu keep attacked me...

MAMA BOGOSHIPDA~

14 March 2011... 

My Lovely Mama meninggalkan aku buat sementara waktu untuk pulang ke kampung halamannya di seberang.... almost 25years ma aku tak balik kampung dia.. sumenye sebab aku and abang.. my ma tak smapai hati nak tinggalkan aku ngan abang yang masih bersekolah.. but now  we are grown enough to take care of our own self so that's why my ma boleh pulang ke seberang without a heavy heart... 

I'm totally a burden right??? because of me my ma terpaksa pendamkan hasrat die untuk pulang.... poor ma.. I felt so guilty towards my ma.. I'm ssorry ma...


Paling lama might be a month mama stay kat sana... tapi itu pun aku rasa cam lama sesangat... aku dah start rindu kat mama... masa mama pergi aku tak samapi hati nak nangis walaupun air mata aku dah start bertakung...

kalu ikowtkan perasaan mau agaknyer banjir kat KLIA tu disebabkan air mata aku... tapi aku tak leh selfish kan... sis n der aku pown mesti rindukan mama jugak... diorang pown da lama sesangat tak jumpa mama... 
so aku kene kuat and terus ketawa supaya mama tak rasa terbeban...

but ma... I'm truly miss YOU......  just hope ma akan selamat pergi dan pulang.. BUBUY ma~ 

Bruno Mars - "Grenade" (Studio Session) LIVE!!!

Easy come, easy go

That's just how you live, oh

Take, take, take it all,

But you never give

Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,

Why were they open?

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked,

Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Oh, oh

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby;

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb

Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from

Mad woman, bad woman,

That's just what you are, yeah,

You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Oh, oh

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby;

But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh

You’ d watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me you're a liar

Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...

But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Oh, oh

I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,

Yes, I would die for ya baby;

But you won't do the same.

No, you won’t do the same,

You wouldn’t do the same,

Ooh, you’ll never do the same,

No, no, no, no

~I'm addicted to his voice and his song~